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Sunday, February 1, 2009

Padavali: When shall I become a resident of Vrindavana (Narottama)

"When shall I become a resident of Vrindavana?"

– From Srila Narottama Das Thakur Mahasaya's Prarthana –

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hari hari kabe habe vṛndāvana-vāsī /
nirakhiba naẏane yugala rūpa-rāśi //

“Hari, Hari! When will I become a resident of Vṛndāvana?
With my eyes, I shall see the charming forms of Śrī Yugala…”

tyājiba śaẏana sukha vicitra pālaṅka /
kabe vrajera dhūlāẏa dhūsara habe aṅga //

“Forsaking the joy of sleeping on a fancy bed,
When will my limbs be anointed with the dust of Vraja?”

ṣaḏa-rasa-bhojana dūre parihari /
kabe vraje māgiẏā khāiba mādhukarī //

“Casting afar the enjoyment of six food-flavors,
When shall I beg for mādhukarī in Vraja?”

parikramā kariẏā vrajera vane vane /
viśrāṁa kariba giẏā yamunā puline //

“Circumambulating Vraja from one forest to the next,
I’ll take rest, going to Yamunā’s bank.”

tāpa dūre kariba śītala vaṁśī-vaṭe /
kabe kuñje basiba giẏā vaiṣṇava nikaṭe //

“I’ll rid myself of burning heat at the cooling Vaṁśī-vaṭa;
When will I sit in the kuñja near the Vaiṣṇavas?”

narottama dāsa kahe kari parihāra /
kabe vā emana daśā haibe āmāra //

Narottama Dās says, “Forsaking all,
When will such a state be mine?”

Q&A: Devotion and renunciation: The role of vairagya in cultivating bhakti

The following are a series of questions and answers I compiled during 2005-2006, originally posted at Vilasa Kunja forums.

Q: What is the relationship between renunciation and bhakti in Gaudiya Vaishnavism? On one hand, it is said that renunciation is not a cause of devotion and that excessive renunciation makes the heart hard, and on the other hand we can read of how the Goswamis of Vraja were very renounced, and how Mahaprabhu was pleased with their renunciation.

A: It is known that renunciation is not a method for developing devotion, bhaktyA saJjAtayA bhaktyA (bhp 11.3.31) – “Devotion is born of devotion.” Regardless, following all the activities that have been prescribed for the path of sadhana calls for substantial sacrifice of comfort and renunciation from the mundane. How is this reconciled, what is the relationship between bhakti and vairagya?

Renunciation involved in devotional cultivation is of a nature different from worldly vairagya: One of the first aspects of devotion one is to embrace is kRSNArthe bhogAdi-tyAga (brs 1.2.104), forsaking enjoyments and the rest for Krishna’s sake. This is the spirit of zaraNAgati, surrender: AnukUlyasya saGkalpaH pratikUlya-vivarjanam (hbv 11.676) – “Firmly embracing the favorable, shunning all that is contrary.” Whenever a decision is called for, one should forsake one’s own interest and act in the interest of Krishna.

What, then, is the advantage of such renunciation? In the words of Sri Kapiladeva:

jJAna-vairAgya-yuktena bhakti-yuktena cAtmanA |
paripazyaty udAsInaM prakRtiM ca hataujasam || bhp 3.25.18

“Equipped with knowledge and renunication, as the atma is connected in devotion, one observes with indifference and the power of prakriti is destroyed.”

Therefore, in the opening verse of Sri Upadesamrita, Srila Rupa Goswami calls for the practicing devotees to become dhIra, self-controlled, rising above the worldly urges that perpetually distract us from bhajana. Radha Ramana Goswami notes that one attains the desired goal by vega-sahanopayogena saMvRddhayA bhaktyA, “Devotion that has been fortified by the means of self-control.”

In discussing the sadhaka’s unavoidable relationship to a world of sense-objects, Srila Rupa Goswami has described two approaches to renunciation (BRS 1.2.255-256):

anAsaktasya viSayAn yathArham upayuJjataH |
nirbandhaH kRSNa-sambandhe yuktaM vairAgyam ucyate ||
prApaJcikatayA buddhyA hari-sambandhi-vastunaH |
mumukSubhiH parityAgo vairAgyaM phalgu kathyate ||

“Detached from sense-objects, applying them according to their due merit, engaging them in connection with Krishna; This is called befitting renunciation.”
“Considering as worldly the items connected with Hari, the one desirous of salvation rejects them; this is called worthless renunciation.”

In this matter, one should proceed with great caution and assess his motivations in employing sense-objects. The fact that something could be employed in connection with Krishna does not necessarily mean that it should be thus employed. One must therefore determine whether such employment would run in the spirit of AnukUlyasya saGkalpaH, accepting the favorable, for this is the spirit of uttama-bhakti: AnukUlyena kRSNAnu-zIlanaM bhaktir uttamA (BRS 1.1.11). Such engagement must be devoid of selfish motivations, anyAbhilASitA-zUnya.

From where does devotional renunciation arise, then? It arises from anurAga, from a deep passion burning within the heart of the sadhaka that calls him to take any and all measures needed for the sake of fulfilling his devotional aspirations. Srila Raghunath Das Goswami, our foremost role-model in this matter, described this mode of practice as vairAgya-yug-bhakti-rasa-prayatna (vk 6), “Efforts enlaced with renunciation and bhakti-rasa.” Describing his ways of devotional practice, Krishnadas Kaviraja writes (CC 1.10.98-102):

anna-jala tyAga kaila anya-kathana |
pala dui-tina mAThA karena bhakSaNa ||
sahasra daNDavat kare, laya lakSa nAma |
dui sahasra vaiSNavere nitya paraNAma ||
rAtri-dine rAdhA-kRSNera mAnasa sevana |
prahareka mahAprabhura caritra-kathana ||
sArdha sapta-prahara kare bhaktira sAdhane |
cAri daNDa nidrA, seha nahe kona-dine ||
tAGhAra sAdhana-rIti zunite camatkAra |
sei rUpa-raghunAtha prabhu ye AmAra ||

“Rejecting eating and drinking, as well as talks on other topics, he took but a few drops of buttermilk. A thousand dandavats he offered, and chanted a lakh of names; Daily, he bowed to two thousand Vaishnavas. Day and night, he served Radha and Krishna in his mind, and discussed Mahaprabhu’s pastimes for one prahar. For seven and half praharas, he engaged in bhakti-sadhana, sleeping for four dandas, and at times not even that. Hearing of the ways of his sadhana, one is astonished; these two, Rupa and Raghunath, are my masters.”

Through such passion for bhajana, and the absolute rejection of the mundane it entails, Sriman Mahaprabhu is pleased:

mahAprabhura bhakta-gaNera vairAgya pradhAna |
yAhA dekhi’ prIta hana gaura-bhagavAn || cc 3.6.220

“Among Mahaprabhu’s devotees, vairagya prevails;
Seeing it, Gaura Bhagavan becomes satisfied.”

Seeing the exemplary renunciation in the character of Raghunath Das, Mahaprabhu’s joy knew no bounds. May all the sadhakas following Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu seek to embrace such a spirit of devotional renunciation!